arghh. i hate this day. patricka and i planned to meet this morning at starbucks but due to some major disturbances [nyork]. the whole "hi hello meeting thing" was cancelled. but what's sweet is that he is still went there and still waited for me. i didn't answer his sms because i no longer want to go. i looked stressed and dull. nyak. wahah. anyway, everything is ok after that. nyaha.