awww. patricka is gone. i won't talk about it anymore...basta he's gone and it's all my fault.

anyway, just went to JRP today. i had two sessions. Voice Comm and Body Alignment. the sessions were great and my teachers were nice especially Ms. Karen. she was fun. i thought that she was just this "fashion model" girl...hindi naman pala... she also has a fun side. i wasn't bored but i want to end this JRP thing!!! haha. i want to go out with my sister and/or my friends...watch a movie, eat, etc. anyway, tomorrow will be a new day because i have to wear a skirt. i don't usually wear skirts when i am out. but i do wear skirts. it's just that, i don't feel wearing one tomorrow... but i hafta!!! grr...anyway, i just hope that i'll have a great day tomorrow. hehe.

just watched the movie, she's the man yesterday with my sister and mom. it was awesome! so funny. nyaha. my mom, who is not a fan of movies, liked it a lot. nyaha. the movie was fab. amanda is not that pretty but her humor makes her a hot chick.nyahaha. she's so funny. haha. channing! oh my channing! so hot. whew. haha.

great film.

i was planning to watch date movie. but unfortunately it's R18. i'm sixteen but i look thirteen. nyahah.

films to watch: justfriends, failure to launch, ice age2. nyaha.

thesis                           DONE

thesis defense                DONE

periodical tests               DONE

projects                         DONE

GRADUATION               not yet. nyaha.

i'm so happy. periodical tests are now over. wow. it's like my fourth year high school life is also over. it's sad but it's also greaT! no more worries for a couple of months. then COLLEGE LIFE! whoa. i am so excited. yay. i am going to college. anyway, after our test this morning, we went to redg's house. it was her birthday celebration actually it was kinda late. patricka was there. but we didn't got the chance to talk. it's difficult. but it's ok. he wasn't the reason why i went there but to be a part of redg's birthday. it was still fun since my friends were there. we had so much blah blahs...nyaha. fun fun fun. after that we went straight to powerplant mall. joan and i went to adidas and lacoste ( did we really go inside lacoste). we were looking for bags. college bags. we had this agreement that we would have the same bag colors...wahaha. isn't that cool?! nyaha. we still haven't found the primary bag. nyahah. we still have no idea which color we're going to use. white is not an option. i'll look like an angel...nyaha. j/k.

what's wrong wit mama...she's mad at me again.

today was my sister's confirmation. woohoo. i am so happy for her. but hey, i am not even sure if i already had my confirmation. but that's ok. haha. after my sister's confirmation we ate at grams then we went to corinthians then to gateway! we watched big momma's house. the film was cool and hilarious! i liked it so much. the we went window shopping [no cash, poor me] i saw this awesome pants at people, i will buy it the next time i'll go there. then i saw this lovely shirt...i'll buy it.. i didn't buy because my money was not enough..didn't want to use my credit card. wahaha. we ate a lot of stuff. popcorn, fudgepuppies, quesadillas, taco, nachos, churros, cotton candy...whoa! that;s why i didn't eat dinner tonight. this day was awesome!

by the way... my thesis is already done and there's only one week to go before the end of my high school life.. well not really officially cuz i still have my grad. but it's kinda over.! waha. i am so excited...bapbapbap.

haha. i didn't pass the upcat. it's ok. UP is UP. haha. i think only one person passed in our class so it's not that bad anymore and besides i already have my school.. UST! my course is marvy...woohoo. i am happy. tigers! thomasians! haha. joan oh!

i am still awake even though i am having lack of sleep for almost a week now due to that thesis that almost destroyed my petite brain! waha.

1 week to go before vacation! well, not really vacation because we still have graduation practices... but at least classes are over after 1 week but i have a huge problem. that 1 week would be like "torture week" for me. exams, unit tests, projects, thesis, notes, defending, wooh! torture isn't? anyway...i know i can survive! go nikki! fight! aja!

just had our immersion today. it was really tiring because we had to take care of our kids "assigned kids...actually" and spend the whole day with them. i saw how hard life was. the family assigned to us lived in a very small place. it's just like the comfort room of an ordinary house. it was hard to see those kids live in that kind of place. anyway, one of the kids is very irritating. she is only two and she has this attitude which i really don't like. i tried to patient and was successful! wahaha. there are so many things that happened today...things that i don't really expect to happen.

first, we bought food at a flea market. it was ok. although it was quite pricey. actually we were supposed to cook food for them but we got scared because we really don't know how to cook and the family might hate us for life because of our cooking! wahah. we bought beef steak and chopsuey. woohoo. when we arrived we saw what kind of life they were living. we placed the dishes on the plates then after that we accompanied the kids to the bathing area outside. when we returned, we saw a dog coming out of the house. yeah you guessed it right! the dog ate everything! stupid dog.

second, because of the stupid doggy incident, we were forced to buy food again. we bought at a local pizza parlor. it was called, "GREEN CAB." obviously an imitation of YELLOW CAB. we had to spend like 400 pesos for that. because of that i almost spent my whole 1000! it was not part of my plan to spend the half of it...arggh! i was planning to save it for future use...but unfortunately, i spent almost everything!

third, it wasn't really related to me because it happened somewhere. ahaha. there was this witch thing. arggh! freaky! my classmates who were there almost freaked out! waha.

that's it..even though bad things happened today, i still learned some valuable lessons from what i've experienced. woohoo. amazing!

chill.

owww, no classes tomorrow! how sad and how nice. since there are no classes tomorrow i can sleep longer! that's nice but what about our entrepreneurship? my leche flan? our immersion on wednesday? what's going on in the Philippines?

This country is so gulo! i swear... parang wala nang patutunguhan.

i really don't like the things that are happening... kahit sino mabwibwisit! shux. proms are post-phoned, entrepreneurships are rescheduled, immersion may be cancelled or rescheduled, one day will be jampacked because of the paghahabol stuff sa school para makapag-make up sa 2 days na wala classes! and my thesis! ow! our investigatory project! arggh! grr! just hate it.

just told mr. goody two shoes that i had i crush on him. he didn't really react as if he really cared. maybe because he thought that it was so over. it was just a part of the past. so nothing really. but actually, i want to tell him that i had a crush on him that was quite longer than he thought. but i wasn't able to tell him that. maybe because i just don't want to lose that friendship? nah. well. the reason is that maybe he would misinterpret it. and that's bad. and besides he already has pre! woohoo. amazing. i don't really care about him anymore! bleh!